I woke up one morning to find myself falling deeply in love with this pretty damsel.
“The best and most beautiful things in the world they say cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart”
She was the most beautiful thing that had ever happened to me, feeling loved for once from a total stranger who became in short while closer than a sister. It was inexpressible. It was my best experience then.
Just in few days i became so addicted to her that all my moment, my focus, joy, happiness and even my finances were all channeled towards her direction.
I was so much intoxicated in love with her that nothing else and no one else mattered to me as she. She was my priceless jewel, my dawn of a new day, my satisfaction, my gain for all things, my adviser and a hope for a brighter union.
Once i found myself rejecting all that could accord me pleasures all because she was in discomfort and in distress. Food disgusted me all because she wasn't eating nothing. I went on a compulsory fast with no prayers all to prove a love i never knew would be so short lived.
My heart bleeds upon the remembrance of her.
My life gained beauty all because she was there to give me a pat on the back to encourage me, giant mountains of issues before me were melting easily and with speed all to the counsel. She was a mother to me.
“She was one hazard i could not resist but each day i got so helplessly crippled on the inside with her love.”
The only one who could manage my excess and cope with my mistakes.
I had a good life around her not until one day when the unthinkable happen.
How i wish that day never came. That day when her call came into my cell phone then she said "special i think we should call this relationship off."
I was total helpless, lost in misfortune broken, bartered and shattered at her words. I tried to give her reasons why we shouldn't call it off but it seems her mind was made up.
Days of cries and depression couldn't bring her back.
What is emotions
It is like beauty attached to a worn out cloth, soon the beauty will die out and the cloth again will become useless.
Emotions are false realities that appears real. Emotions do not exist.
Emotions give birth to sadness, depression, anger, envy, strife and jealousy. Emotions will sure make you become a good counselor.
Emotions seeks to magnify the weaker part of a man making him feel totally useless and irrelevant to his world.
It can make you give out your life to gain nothing for it. Sampson in the bible died as a nobody because of emotions. It can reduce us to so much emptiness.
I was deceived, i thought it was gonna last forever, i thought she was God choice for me, i thought i had found a friend in her.
Tears runs down my cheek when i remember her.
Though she is still around, we can't love again.
It hurts.