Oh you thought I was choosing the topic where my Dick Fell Off?
No no Hivonians! No problems with stiffy and the nutbags. They are all still together and making great music. The band called the Wedgies still open for them quite often these days tho.
The reality of it all is when you sit and drive for hours on end you tend to experience some binding and pinching.
I could not do the topic about my sisters as I have lost them both. They hopefully will be there waiting for me in whatever comes after this long strange trip we call life. So that reality of that topic is a dark place I do not wish to go.
This #weekend-engagement finds me struggling with the topics. I already have OCD and ADD dysfunctions. A failing business and financial situation. Like I need more struggles! The topic guy was right. After 244 weeks of choosing topics they become a bit of a Sexual Dysfunction challenge.
I have never had issues with my imagination. In my mind I am a Rockstar! I have money, success, time to spare. No stress or fear of financial failure. One could say if not for my vivid imagination I would have to face Reality.
So the topical dysfunctions I have experienced this week have no BIG pHarma little blue pill to cure them. Even the worlds largest drug cartels that create addicts for life cannot pick a topic for me.
I pretend that the end is not near with both my age and career. I look to a make believe future of fun and leisure. There are times where I actually convince myself that if I work harder and longer I can overcome all the obstacles. For 43+ years since my first paying job as a teenager I have fooled myself into believing all the hard work would pay off. But Occasionally my mind tires of all the "imaginations."
Reality has a way of creeping back in. Sobering me to the situation I am in... Really
Truth is I am in a dire situation where the last 4 years of a clown show full of government grifters running this country stealing everything they can. They have crashed the economy. Destroyed many industries like the transportation industry I have been part of since 1992. They have caused my costs to triple and my income to cut in half. I have burned thru all of the financial buffers of savings and credit to make it this far. I was prepared for a mechanical breakdown. I was prepared for a physical issue with great healthcare insurance. I was even prepared for a natural disaster. Disasters that happened 4 times in 14 months here in Florida in the form of Hurricanes. We survived them with our homeowners insurance. A corrupt insurance industry that now wants to triple our monthly. Will that be the final financial death blow? We will see. To put it mildly. I was not Fuckin prepared for the slow burn of a tyrannical government destroying everything. I am amazed that We have held on this long.
I will continue to fantasize about that success and life of leisure called retirement because...
I don't know about you Hivonians that have read this far. What would you do if you were me? Please no reality based answers. Fantasy only.
What also sucks is I have no Dick Pics. So imagination will have to do with that. I have many photos of my sisters. Reality makes those hard to look at without tears and that gut punched feeling. So I will post the latest pictures I took this last week of a Sexual moment of love between me and my best friend.
Thanks for Fantasizing Riding Along
