Directly after the separation I was invited to stay with a friend at his house on the beach in Cadeate.
Where he held space for me to adjust to the major change that was occurring in my life.
It was a very emotional and reflective time for me.
Lots of ups and downs.
Good days where I felt more free and empowered than ever before.
And more challenging days when I would reminisce of my life with the GOE family and question wether or not I should try to return to them.
Even though I had given up more than ever before I was receiving massive amounts of support.
So many people reaching out to me.
Offering to help in any way they could.
My days mostly consisted of:
Meditation on the beach.
Bathing in the river.
Swimming in the ocean.
Harvesting and drinking coconuts 🌴
Hanging out in the hammock on the top deck watching the sunsets 🌅
And Enjoying the dankest hamburgers.
During this month of processing I learned about letting go and surrendering to the flow of life. Without fully understanding why this happened or where I was headed I had an inner knowing that I was exactly where I was suppose to be.
In paradise and soaking it all up!
I am extremely grateful for this time i had to process and for all the support I received from Ken and all the others that reached out to me.
