I'm a single mother
Don't judge me yet.
I once was a very innocent and descent girl just like you humiliating me now.
I once had all the girly dreams most of you are dreaming of now.
Yes....,I wished to have flat tummy,
I wished to have a surprised party thrown for me
I wished to be kissed unexpectedly
I soooo wished to be the reason someone would believe that love is beautiful.
I wished to have that perfect guy in my life
I wished to be proposed to in a very unique way
I wished to have a marriage more beautiful than my wedding.
Yes.....,I wished a lot just like you're wishing now.
But I'm not getting these things anymore.
Maybe that's why it is called "dream"
I'm facing reality now.
I'm 20...,heavy with this pregnancy with no ring on my finger.
I never saw this coming.
But it came anyway.....,
But don't judge yet.
I had sex...,and so???
Will you crucify me?
I'm a human being too....just like you with feelings and emotions.
Maybe I was never careful like you
Or maybe .....just maybe I started having sex too early and I'm paying for it already.
But that's not a criterion for you to judge.
I must have been raped!
Yes....,it can happen to you too.
I must have been enticed with worldly things which I'm pretty sure that even you wouldn't resist.
I must have been blackmailed
Oh! I must have been a naïveté.
But either way.
Don't judge yet
What matters now is the fact that I'm carrying the next generation.
Please bully me no more
Mock me no more
Humiliate me no more because this baby I'm carrying might be the solution to our problems.
Please do me a favour and stop being judgemental.
Not until you've walked a mile in my shoes.
