The best thing about life is people will ignore your pain as far as the pain does not inconvenience them.
They stay quiet, they will tolerate it. Don't disrespect and don't add bad attitudes. Finally, you lose your patience. That's why you are the problem. That's why you can't depend on people to notice you are hurting.
Speak before we segment. It does it for you because unspoken pain has that way of turning things into the very behaviour that people are using against you.
At this moment you don't have to worry about who is healing your pain or not. You just have to say God your pain and always look for the best and seek for the best in everything you do because nothing just happens.
People do things that uplift them and you have to do yourself and always be at your best at every moment because no one is coming to save you.