Fear is not a good thing at all and i will like to really tell us what fear really is “Fear is a very unpleasant sensation caused by the threat of Terror, Danger and harm when you study the bible well you will see that fear was said it is the beginning of the fall of man.
I am not usually the type that fears, But in the first of my whole life i was scared and it goes like this i was in the office. A colleague came in she was a female though it was closing. It was 5pm already that is our closing time for the office. I was in the office a colleague, She came and was like let us do a TikTok video i declined, She begged and begged me but no i will not because i wasn't feeling good about it she persisted, I tried doing it but she saw i was not in the mood so she got upset then she left.
It was the third day she came again to me at our closing hours and said we should do it i had to agree this time because she might be Very upset this time and our friendship might just go shaky, So i decided to join TikTok she was happy and i was too funny enough after we were done with the TikTok she said she was going to select the one that is perfect I agreed so the next day she texted me that it was posted last night and i was like cool.
On the fifth day i got a message in the early morning of a Monday by my employer that is because the video was on Friday he texted on Monday saying i should explain the video. I was stunned at that moment i could not do anything, I was totally stunned because it is obvious that part of he's body was showing in the video and that was not professional.
I had to start calling my friends colleague in the office telling them what i have done they all gave me words to use and apologize I'll be real to you all i was scared to death, I wasn't scared of suspension or anything i was very much scared of loosing my job that was how fear came into my life. I was like if i loose my job where do i see another we all know jobs are scarce in Nigeria.
Anyways i gathered courage sent him a voice note telling him how sorry i am he read and didn't reply at that moment i was in great fear though he was in a trip he came back in that week and after he's meetings he called me in and my colleague who i did the video with we both came into the office and he began to question us why did we use he's office for it which is the TikTok video at that moment i had nothing to say because i fucked up and he is my own boss not her's but the good she did for me was to tell him that she caused it all.
That I was on my own infact that i wasn't in the mood to do that she forced me and that was how i got Free from the trouble and my employer was like we shouldn't try again and that was how i was free from fear and sack.