The funny thing about life is, just that… it’s funny. You don’t get to choose what happens. You only get to chose how you react. Life happens to us, not for us. We live, we learn. But sometimes you’re

Dreams… Not a fan. Only good thing about them is that no one but you knows you had them. Nobody else has to know what happened, or how it made you feel…

Another Monday in the books. Had off today, so we spent the day redecorating the house. Our bedroom is finally finished, looks great. The new living room furniture was delivered, love it. Picked the kids

So much has changed in so little time. I look back at how things were this time last year and how they are now… Holy shit. Can’t say I ever saw ANY of it coming. But then again, who does? Sometimes you

I haven’t written in a while. Been trying to keep myself and my mind busy other ways… Time with the family, catching up on TV series, trying to just be better. So far, there’s progress. However slow, it’s

Today was a great day. Slept in, drs appointment and surgical consult, home, nap, made an amazing dinner and got to enjoy it on the deck with my wonderful Fiancé. Life really is good right now, despite

I didn’t realize it right away. It took me a while. There was a “trauma bond” A feeling of incompletion. Everyone close to me would tell me it was toxic, that it was destroying me… killing me. But I couldn’t

Foul Ball.

Sword. Shield. Armor. Always.

Today was weird. Not just cuz it was Monday but because it was just “one of those days.” I was in my head the entire day. Trying to be in other people’s heads… all day. Work was slow. Didn’t want to be

It is what it is. 🤷‍♀️

Wish people had the balls to step up and say shit to my face. Got something to say? Say it. Got a question? Ask it. Y’all hide behind shit, behind fake friends and bullshit. Grow a set, dude. Be an adult.

I love when it storms. I love when the rain hits my skin, washing away the anxiety. When the thunder cracks and the lightning illuminates the dark. This is when I can relate to the weather the most. When

I need someone to talk to so bad right now. But I’ve pushed everyone away. My head is racing. I have a million things to say. And all I do is write to this page. Falls on dead ears….

My main goal right now is to absolutely move past and forget the last 9 months of my life. So much has happened in such a short amount of time that it kicked me into hyperdrive. I’m tired of people. Sick

Sometimes you just need to get in the car and drive…

Went through the day on Autopilot. I had to. Everything was so foggy this morning I couldn’t even focus. Nothing matters right now. I still love you. I’ll never stop. I can’t. If that makes me a fool so

Today sucked. Work kicked my ass. Not sure it sucked because I was busy or if I was just so in my head. I could have really done some damage. I lost my cool, more than once. I sat and fought back tears,

Anger is a secondary emotion. You feel it BECAUSE of feeling another way. Sad, depressed, hurt…. Anger is a reaction. It’s a coping mechanism. It’s a means of projection. When it comes to anger, there’s

Healing is such a messy thing. One day you think you’re good, you’re doing fine… then shit hits you all over again, sometimes out of no where. I guess it really doesn’t have a timeline. Why would it? Everyone