Mi Proceso antes de la Ayahuasca - Medicinas Ancestrales Parte #1 馃枻[ESP/ENG]
隆Excelentes vibras positivas para todos los Hivers y en especial a la comunidad La Colmena!
Saludos a mi gente bella de la colmena decid铆 compartir mi experiencia en esta comunidad, ya que tuve buenos resultados con las medicinas sagradas y poder liberarme de la depresi贸n y ataques de p谩nico, incluyendo ataques espirituales, este es la parte n煤mero uno, donde explico como la ayahuasca lleg贸 a mi vida, conocida tambi茅n c贸mo la part铆cula de Dios, espero les guste.
Cuando de salud f铆sica, emocional y mental se trata, para m铆 es muy importante, porque he pasado por situaciones muy fuertes por causa de depresi贸n y ataques de p谩nico, tuve la necesidad de buscar ayuda en todos los sentidos porque de momentos sent铆a que iba a terminar perdiendo la vida.
Era una sensaci贸n angustiante, donde tu cabeza no para de tantos pensamientos negativos y repetitivos, como vivo en casa de una pastora cada vez que ten铆a ese tipo de ataques ellos me dec铆an que deb铆a ir a una iglesia, es importante resaltar que no tengo nada encontra de las religiones, solo que yo no pertenezco a ninguna y tengo mis motivos.
En ese lugar, 茅l pastor me revelaba que era producto de una brujer铆a que me hab铆a echado un ex que rechac茅, que eso se me hizo cre铆ble por un momento, ya que en el pasado sal铆 con un santero y la relaci贸n no acab贸 en buenos t茅rminos y decid铆 agarrar mis cosas y alejarme de 茅l, a pesar de que hice eso, tuve m谩s de dos a帽os sufriendo las consecuencias, donde el dormir se me hac铆a complicado por causa de ver cosas paranormales y escuchar voces que no ven铆an de este plano.
Siete meses dur茅 en la iglesia y todo el tiempo ca铆a desmayada y perdiendo mis sentidos por manifestaciones espirituales, fue una etapa de mi vida totalmente triste, yo sent铆a que me quemaba por dentro y que la 煤nica soluci贸n para acabar con todo ese sufrimiento y dolor era acabar con mi vida.
Lo bueno es que siempre tuve personas apoy谩ndome y que realmente intentaban ponerse en mi lugar, dej茅 de ir a la iglesia porque vi que no ten铆a mucho resultado y tambi茅n no veo justo tener que convertirme en evang茅lica, ya que donde vivo veo que la propia pastora no aplica en casa lo que predica.
Siempre he sabido que Dios existe y lo s茅 porque ha sido el que me ha sujetado la mano en estos procesos tan tr谩gicos en mi vida, que ser铆a una pel铆cula de terror si les cuento con detalles.
Digamos que Hive ha sido una medicina para mantener mi mente ocupada ante eso, pero tambi茅n llegaron d铆as que me sumerg铆a en oscuridad, sin poder escribir nada, todos los d铆as, agarraba mi laptop para escribir y de repente ven铆a la desesperaci贸n y la ansiedad, por un largo tiempo solo logr茅 publicar 2 o 3 veces en un lapso de 9 meses.
Mis amistades de hive se preocuparon y siempre me motivaban a seguir, pero antes de volver a integrarme tom茅 la decisi贸n de ir a un lugar llamado Floresta Zen donde muchas personas acuden para liberarse de sus enfermedades y la que m谩s he escuchado es la depresi贸n.
En floresta zen utilizan medicina ancestral o medicina de los pueblos ind铆genas para conectarse con su esencia y ver desde el fondo qu茅 es lo que debemos trabajar para poder sanar, muchas personas confunden estas medicinas con drogas por sus efectos psicod茅licos, pero es una medicina permitida y tiene m谩s de 5mil a帽os de antig眉edad dicho por chamanes, de hecho hay muchos cient铆ficos que han confirmado sus beneficios y hasta documentales como el de Netflix, hongos fant谩sticos que habla sobre los beneficios de los psicod茅licos naturales.
Dicen que detr谩s del miedo est谩 la cura y les quiero contar mi experiencia con estas medicinas sagradas en especial la ayahuasca, la primera vez que me dieron aprobar fue un amigo, en ese momento yo estaba en aquella situaci贸n amorosa con el Santero, y aunque no es permitido consagrar esa medicina sin estar en ceremonias, yo tom茅 el riesgo, ya que mi amigo me dijo que esa planta era sagrada y si le preguntabas o pon铆as la intenci贸n de algo que quer铆as saber encontrar铆a respuesta por medio de la espiritualidad, lo conseguir铆as.
Las respuestas llegaron y me sirvi贸 de mucho, independientemente de haber pasado despu茅s por momentos de oscuridad al alejarme de ese hombre tan cruel.
Entonces, par de a帽os despu茅s, una amiga me vio en un concierto y percibi贸 que ten铆a un ataque de ansiedad y me habl贸 de floresta Zen donde hac铆an estas ceremonias con medicinas sagradas cosa que no dude en ir y encontrarme con mi ser y encaminarme en mi proceso de sanaci贸n.
Este post necesita ser muy detallado para que puedan entender c贸mo act煤an las medicinas ancestrales y darle a conocer mucho mejor mi experiencia con la ayahuasca, as铆 que nos vemos en la parte n煤mero # 2 .
Cuentame:
驴t煤 tambi茅n har铆as cualquier cosa por mantenerte con vida y con tu salud mental? porque este fue mi caso, nos vemos en la parte #2.
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Excellent positive vibes for all Hivers and especially the La Colmena community!
Greetings to my beautiful people from the hive I decided to share my experience in this community, since I had good results with sacred medicines and was able to free myself from depression and panic attacks, including spiritual attacks, this is part number one, where I explain how ayahuasca came into my life, also known as the God particle, I hope you like it.
When it comes to physical, emotional and mental health, for me it is very important, because I have gone through very strong situations due to depression and panic attacks, I had the need to seek help in every way because at moments I felt like I was going to end up losing my life.
It was a distressing feeling, where your head does not stop with so many negative and repetitive thoughts, since I live in a pastor's house, every time I had that type of attacks they told me that I should go to a church, It is important to highlight that I have nothing against religions, only that I do not belong to any and I have my reasons.
In that place, the pastor revealed to me that it was the product of witchcraft that an ex that I rejected had cast on me, which made it credible to me for a moment, since in the past I dated a santero and the relationship did not end. on good terms and I decided to grab my things and get away from him, even though I did that, I had more than two years suffering the consequences, where sleeping became difficult for me because of see paranormal things and hear voices that did not come from this plane.
I lasted seven months in the church and all the time I fell fainting and losing my senses due to spiritual manifestations, it was a totally sad stage of my life, I felt that I was burning inside and that the only thing The solution to end all that suffering and pain was to end my life.
The good thing is that I always had people supporting me and who really tried to put themselves in my place, I stopped going to church because I saw that it didn't have much result and I also don't see it as fair to have to become an evangelical, since where I live I see that the pastor herself does not apply what she preaches at home.
I have always known that God exists and I know it because he has been the one who has held my hand in these tragic processes in my life, which would be a horror movie if I told you in detail
Let's say that Hive has been a medicine to keep my mind busy with that, but there also came days when I was immersed in darkness, without being able to write anything, every day, I grabbed my laptop to write and suddenly it came desperation and anxiety, for a long time I only managed to publish 2 or 3 times in a period of 9 months.
My hive friends were concerned and always motivated me to continue, but before joining again I made the decision to go to a place called Floresta Zen where many people go to get rid of their illnesses and the one I have heard the most about is depression.
In floresta zen they use ancestral medicine or medicine of indigenous peoples to connect with their essence and see from the bottom What we must work on to be able to heal, many people confuse these medicines with drugs due to their psychedelic effects, but it is a permitted medicine and is more than 5 thousand years old, said by shamans, in fact there are many scientists who have confirmed its benefits and even documentaries like the Netflix one, fantastic mushroomswhich talks about the benefits of natural psychedelics.
They say that behind fear is the cure and I want to tell you about my experience with these sacred medicines, especially ayahuasca, the first time they gave me approval was a friend, at that time I was in that love situation with the Santero, and although it is not allowed to consecrate that medicine without being in ceremonies, I took the risk, since my friend told me that that plant was sacred and if you asked him or set the intention to < b>something you wanted to know would find an answer through spirituality, you would get it.
The answers came and it helped me a lot, regardless of having subsequently gone through moments of darkness when I walked away from that cruel man.
Then, a couple of years later, a friend saw me at a concert and noticed that I was having an anxiety attack and told me about Zen forest where they did these ceremonies with sacred medicines so I didn't hesitate to go and find me. with my being and direct me in my healing process.
This post needs to be very detailed so that you can understand how ancestral medicines work and make my experience with ayahuasca much better known, so see you in part number # 2.
Tell me:
Would you also do anything to stay alive and with your mental health? Because this was my case, see you in part #2.