Everything that is happening over the last few weeks is seriously so draining. I know what I want and I know what I want to do with it but like the obstacles that have to be overcome are seriously so annoying. On top of Covid ruining everything everyone is using that to their advantage to benefit them. Can't do this - cause of covid can't do that because of covid. Personally and honestly I could care less about this covid bull shit . It does not affect my personal life in any way. I still have to go to work, I still have to pay bills. Unlike some of these other lucky ass people who got to have off work all this time. I dont know what it is like to be bothered by something that if people werent so stupid about it then it wouldnt bother anyone at all. I guess that is just my opinion.
So on top of all that bull shit, let's add the bull shit going on in my house. If someone is not welcome in their friend or family or anything they shouldn't have the right to be there. Someone was invited in by a different resident of my home and I couldn't get them out because they were invited. I legit will never put myself in that citation ever again. If you aren't wanted somewhere why would you want to be there? If that was me and that's what was happening knowing I wasn't wanted i'd leave right then and there no argument.
I felt like shit last night when my brother told me he was even uncomfortable in the middle of this situation and what sucked the most
Life is legit annoying lately.
I'm so sick of pleasing other people I hate that all I do is care about everyone else meanwhile who cares about me?