Currently it's getting too hard, I was living running away from everything, currently I avoid contact with people online and offline, I have set several realistic goals, I want to work more on myself and I would also like to be more present in many things but one step at a time, lately if I do several things it starts to become overwhelming. Day to day has several tasks and activities but I am moving forward, I have also decided not to let myself be defeated. I am very sorry for the loss of your loved ones, it really is not easy to bear but I see the strength, I have always thought that people are quite strong to continue moving forward even when something we do not want happens, it takes strength to move forward and that is admired.