Just do what you can that works for you @josehany depression is tough enough by itself without the worries of bills having to be paid and expectations to be met in daily life.

Personally, I've had a long history of depression myself to the point of thinking that even suicide seemed a viable option to relieve the pain. It was a crazy idea, my own obsession with that subject was a by product of my own misguided self-reinforcement. I still battle this demon following the recent loss of my mom and my best friend. I made a conscience decision daily not to give it any room to fester. Accomplishing a daily meaningful goal gave me enough of a solid ground. I cherish every small victory. And thank God I have a few off-line friends I could share my struggles.

My love and prayers to you ❤️🙏