dark matter & the gut brain
the gut lights up around some people instantaneously- a fierce murderous hatred. what is that ?the opposite of love at 1st sight ? no its the very same thing but the flip side of the coin. I think everyone feels it but people live inside of so many Russian dolls of superego & thought that its not conscious in most people anymore. its drowned out by the racket of external stimuli-the body still registers a response: the lip snarls, the skin rankles, blood pressure changes, and a galvanic skin response spikes but the person is lost in the matrix of billboards, navigating an ocean of sharkish traffic, trying to appear sexy, & chasing the arms of the clock- but the instantaneous energy of hatred or love remains below the threshold of conscious awareness. its highly significant because its animal magnetism, the dark matter of the soul. the unknown variable that when discovered will alter the foundations of psychology sociology and biology in a flash- rendering all that came before moot, dry & antiquated. (along with the philosophical determinism which is the zeitgeist of this epoch.) theres a metaphysical bias even in the rationalist scientist that undergirds all our assumptions and actions but we cannot see it or feel it or taste it. Our brains are currently too low-voltage in their ordinary states of consciousness . the brain is a reducing valve and what we call ‘daily life’ might just be the screeching static and white noise coming out of a broken TV of our minds. the pure signal exists- Life or reality- whatever that pure essence is, but we can only perceive it on occasion & vaguely in transient states of higher consciousness(flow state, zen mind, satori, etc etc etc)- usually either induced in a crisis situation or by ultra potent entheogens but very rarely happening spontaneously & seemingly without cause. as biological TV’s we cant do any better in this age/epoch/dispensation, but we have ascended up through the octaves of atoms, minerals, vegetable, reptile and lower mammals so we could look upon our broken prism awareness as a miracle in the making- a telos, a hobbling hierophant archaeopteryx awaiting flight, a fractional divinity. We see & feel the gutbrain incompletely, assuming we ever see at all.
