Thanks, Arthur. Yes, this is turning into more of an internal voyage of self discovery than I anticipated. As I said before, I never know from day to day where this is going or where it will end. One thing that is happening which is surprising me, is I'm gaining more insight into my own experience and art. I don't want to let go of this story but each night I look at the blank page and wonder if this is the night when it will end. They say the seeds of the ending are already present in the beginning - that's all I can say for now - beyond that, I don't know. I am curious about Clare who is beautiful yet still available. Why?