I could remember the whole incident without any effort.
On that fateful day I went to the school's cafeteria to find my stomach its comfort
With the intention that my breakaway from the protest will be brief and short.
Only for my eyes to be caught up with an angelic beauty of some sort sitting alone on a table for two was this girl, the exact girl of my dream(the complete version of what I've been searching for in a girl), Innocently having a peaceful lunch: a plate of rice and peppersoup accompanied with a bottle of soft drink.
She seemed far away as if she was at the other end of the stream.
Will you be my girlfriend? "my heart wanted to scream"
I walked towards her but before I was close enough
The peaceful protest outside started to turn rough due to the breach of understanding between the students and the police.
The police shot tear gas in the air, everywhere was tensed and tough, People ran helter skelter raising dust, I guess that made her cough.
Then the real shooting began and everyone became scared. I offered her my hand as a gesture that I cared
She looked into my eyes and I guess she saw that even death at that moment I dared.
Though in the corner of my heart I prayed that we could be spared so I could lunch my already prepared manifesto that has been written for a long time ago for my lucky dream girl.
As we ran for cover I asked for her name
Only to look up and saw she wasn't the same, till today no one knows from where the bullet came from, but it went straight to her heart and she gave up within the shortest time frame.
Reports from my friends said I actually ran mad at that moment Justifying the few days I spent in the psychiatric ward.....
yes it was that bad!!
Though today makes it a year ago; remembering the whole incident still makes me sad
Because I helplessly watched the girl of my dream die as the girlfriend I never had!!!