Free Agent
12:23 PM

I want to either work for somebody like Alex Jones or continue to be like independent.

I don't want to say I'm absolutely a free agent because I'm currently busy taking care of my mom and stuff, but I do want to consider my options. I'm split between how I want to go about this fork in the road that I'm at in my life. On one hand, I want to jump directly into working for Trump or somebody really big. On the other hand, I'd rather say earn it so to speak. Not to say I wouldn't be earning it if I were to work for say Charlie Kirk's TPUSA say for example. Kirk lived the kind of life I could only dream of. But with that said, I'm not saying I totally deserve it, my trolls would agree that most of my content sucks. I'd totally agree that I gave myself an inaccurate deceptive false fictional first impression or impressions to the world over the course of my life whether accidentally or intentionally, long story short.

For the record, it seems mostly only my trolls view my content most of the time, trolls love lying about me, meaning this post here may do me more harm than good. In other words, statistically, based on past patterns, I know the probability of anybody of note seeing this is extremely low. At least it's my opinion that public perception of me is tainted to a large degree. I mean to be frank, not the filing cabinet, not many people apart from my Lolcow Trolls think much about me for better or for worse meaning I'm not very famous compared to Alex Stein or Chrissie Mayr or Jeremy of Geeks + Gamers and That Star Wars Girls Anna and many others. In my own personal opinion, I feel like I'm in this weird place where possibly way over 99.9999999% of everyone who has ever seen my thousands of hours worth of like content these past like 30+ years since like 1995 have been like alleged demonic trolls or what not. Well, that seems to be like my opinion. I'm just ranting saying a few random things, I doubt anybody is reading this, but I sort of wanted to get some of these words out there, these are some of my opinions at the moment, it doesn't mean my opinions are correct, doesn't mean my opinions really matter, but it does seem to me that usually famous people only get up to 20% trolls following them or perhaps less and that what I have is the inverse. I could be wrong about that.

This post is probably not really a job resume, I'm probably not going to get hired by Tucker Carlson or anybody because of this post alone. I sort of wanted to get these words out for the history books. One of the things that makes talking about all of this challenging is I've not totally decided what I want to do for my future as an online content creator and/or whatever else because I've been all over the map since my birth in the year 1985 in Oregon, as I was homeschooled, as I went to Bible colleges in New York and West Virginia, I went on mission trips in Idaho and Quebec, as I worked with The Salvation Army in Hawaii, as I taught English in Vietnam, as I worked at camps in California and New York and Oregon, as I tried making a social media empire to compete with Facebook and even Elon Musk's Twitter X, as I dived culturally into making movie reviews on YouTube, as I dived into making politically videos on the Internet, as I keep a daily blog, as I cover a wide variety of topics.

I say all that to say that I've been an Ojawall which means the wall of OJA which OJA is Oatmeal Joey Arnold meaning that's me and I've used the Internet as a personal hard drive in that I would often jump dump all of my content onto the Internet going back decades on all of the websites and apps via dozens of accounts and channels and pages, I would publish and upload anything and everything whether it was finished or not which means most of my content is bad, we're talking unfinished drafts, we're talking a lot of typos in the articles and blogs that I put out there, we're talking videos with no titles or descriptions, we're talking a wide variety of things which I've talked a little bit over the years. There were times I'd be sarcastic and I wouldn't even tell anybody. There were times I'd be trying to like troll or scam my trolls to like get back at them or to see if I could fool and deceive them or what not. I mean the list goes on and on meaning I probably look insane to most people who randomly come across my content on the world wide web. That's why I gotta create introduction videos and websites and other things to help onboard or introduce myself to new people. This tweet might not be the best way to go about it. I used sarcasm, satire, parodies, hyperbole, lying, deception, scamming, trolling, clickbait, irony, absurdity, Trumpism stuff, acting crazy to get views, trying to be shocking in order to get people to come in to hook them, and/or the lists goes on and on. Plus, my content have been generally very badly organized, outlined, represented, summarized, meaning my content have been fragmented, compartmentalized, etc, all over the Internet, you might say it was my fault. You might be right at least to an extent. I always have more to say about this stuff. Not that I should. But I want to sometimes. You might say I'm making a fool of myself talking about this stuff again and again. You might be right. You might say I'm complaining, etc. You might be right. It's tough to say. So much to say. But that doesn't mean I'm right. I've been a jerk and stuff. I've been many things. Good intentions but I would get tunnel vision and stuff. I get many things. I don't know how many people can relate to me regarding all of this and more. You might say ranting like this again is a bad idea. You're probably right. I have a lot more to say about all of this and more. In the future, I probably should start doing these types of like rants less often and/or do them on the side somewhere via other accounts and not on my like main accounts and channels and what not. Ranting and other things might say lower my reputation assuming I have any. I've done a bad job representing myself online most of the time. I'm trying to like rebrand myself. I'm trying to relaunch myself on the Internet. But it's almost impossible to start over because I've already put so much content and stuff online over the years. So much. Both good and bad, etc. Hard to explain. This post has many typos and stuff. Don't even bother trying to find them all, it's not Pokemon or Where's Waldo or Carmen San Diego or my WOLBI campers at the top of the snow hill in 2005 at Snow Camp.

On top of that, there is also a lot of Oatmeal Fake News which my Lolcow Trolls been spamming the Internet with for many years or even decades since at least 2009 which I sometimes talk about and I do try to debunk a little sometimes but I gotta do more of that but in better ways. I've talked about some of this too. But talking about the lies about me that the trolls spread scares away many people from looking at my content. On top of that, like I said, most of my content is bad. I rarely ever highlight some of my better content assuming I have any. So, as I reflect on my life, now that I'm 40 years old, I think about the pros and cons of different choices and things. I think about the good and the bad of the stuff I did. I know some people think I'm a weirdo due to my crazy content and due to to lies about me too. So, I'm in the process of like trying to rebrand and stuff.

Now with that said, I'm not saying I have what it takes to be like Tim Pool or even the folks at Red Letter Media. I might have some talent but I'm also rough around the edges. I want to consider trying to like work for people in the future like I said and/or continue doing stuff independently. Again, not saying I'm good at what I do. I'm trying to get better. This post here is not here to absolutely highlight say whatever my skills might be. I might have mentioned some of them before. I've talk about some of my interests, hobbies, skills, talents, abilities, dreams, desires, priorities, gifts, strengths, weaknesses, etc. Like, I sometimes do talk about that stuff but not all the time. We don't really have time to talk about all of that right now except to say I like using comedy to help people see things on a historical and educational perspective or level. I feel like I've been very bad at trying to do what I do. Plus, I misspeak a lot. I talk badly. So many typos. I usually don't edit my content. I usually don't spell check. I usually don't check for content. I probably should be more careful. I'm trying to get better with all of that and more, slowly but surely like a turtle. I juggle too many plates. I'm juggling so many projects. Perhaps that's one of my weaknesses, that I try to do too many things. I'm a workaholic clean freak perfectionist George Lucas that dumps unfinished content onto the Internet like a deformed hobbit. Well, at least that is what I would do. Scratch that, I still do that but maybe less often. Call me now a reformed hobbit.

So in conclusion, I don't expect anybody to read this all the way through right now, not saying you should, I'm writing this to and for myself mostly to remind myself to take it a day at a time and stuff. I have a lot of daily choices to make as I consider what to do, the content I put out, the projects I work on, the things I try to do, the people I may work for or not work for, which battles I choose to enlist in, which things to tackle and not tackle, which hills I'm willing to die on and not die on, how I want to go about doing everything that I do, the paradoxes I find myself in as I often don't care what others think of me as I run around both online and offline doing crazy things and also normal boring things too and yet sometimes I do care, and the lists goes on and on and on and on, and so on and so forth, etc, etc, you have no idea, you think I'm joking but I aint, and I'm pretty bad at most of what I do but I'm trying to get better, etc, etc, to be continued.

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11:55 AM

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