Andor 204
2025-05-04 - Sunday - 12:34 AM - Andor 204

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If we can't control what we lose, then we must win said the girl. The man gets a spider. Woman in a meeting with top generals or whatever of the Empire. The queen lady tries to win votes.

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12:56 PM
Silicon Valley Comic Con 2017: Star Trek: The Next Generation 30th Reunion Panel

12:56 PM
For Star Wars Day May the 4th, I'm watching Star Trek, that's how much I love Disney, thank you very much.

12:56 PM
Silicon Valley Comic Con 2017: Star Trek: The Next Generation 30th Reunion Panel

05:24 PM
Q said he would pop in on Trump in 2017, some would see this as an insult but Q also popped in on Picard who also had potential as well

09:57 PM
SimpCast! Chrissie Mayr, Alicia Bittle, Kim Coulter, Casca Akashova, Courtney

10:02 PM
Not even five seconds into watching Simpcast, I learned that Courtney Brooke @wasthatcourtney is a Tar Wife even tho she is not even married on Chrissie Mayr's Simpcast, Alicia is doing a trad wife life even tho she is not a trad life. Kim Coulter will never forget the taste of the ashes of a thousand corps from 9/11.

10:59 PM
I relate with Courtney in that I might have scared away women a few times in my life because why waste time, I'd rather find out right away if someone is really interested in marrying me or not; not to say that I've always tried pushing people away but you might say bridges were burned or what not

Chrissie Mayr said she was told to treat men like bunnies, try not to scare them away with the M word, marriage

I'm 40 years old, male: not only am I single but I've not officially dated anybody or maybe unofficially did a few times; but I was generally busy with colleges, work, hobbies; I moved around over the years living in different states and then taught English in Vietnam

Generically speaking, the story of my life is not extremely unique as other people find themselves in similar situations of prioritizing alleged careers over relationships

Looking back at my life, I have a lot of mixed feelings about the decisions I made in trying to balance priorities, I feel like I've gone back and forth in different approaches, I feel like I don't have enough time to do everything; I sometimes feel like I don't totally know what I want in a wife; I probably should write some better articles about this

Part of me felt I'd be rejected by women for a wide variety of reasons including all of the Oatmeal Fake News trolls and haters spam the Internet about me over the years; and women might reject me for all the crazy comments and replies I leave all over Elon Musk's Twitter X where I might be engaging in click bait and other things as I'm trying to bring up my impressions and views to get monetized on all the websites

So, part of me fears that a hypothetical future wife would make me delete all my social media accounts and stay off the Internet (not saying I totally disagree as life can sometimes be better offline) and I feel like anybody who might like me probably never took the time to investigate my over thirty years online since I started using the Internet around like 1995

I say all of that to say I probably still have a lot to learn; I've interacted with a lot of women all of my life both online and offline in multiple countries both in person and on the Internet; I'm still a mess in a lot of ways; one of the things that keeps me from dating is I'm not super rich and I fear not being able to always provide: I've always wanted to have kids since I was eight

But a lot of people may feel I'm too crazy and a long list of different things which people are entitled to their opinions which who to say if you're opinions are fictional or perhaps more accurate than I'd like to admit

Part of the problem is I might pick women who are out of my league so to speak, that I might desire women who are less likely to even know I even exist; whether or not I do or don't can be debated, there are variables and factors and degrees to all of this; but you might say I'm either too picky where I want to only marrying Angeline Jolie or a kind of woman that does not exist; sometimes, I feel like I'm not worthy for any woman at all; I sometimes feel like I'm not good enough for a woman to love me and other times I feel like some women are not good enough for me; how I feel about all of this fluctuates; perhaps I'm very bipolar like my mom

Another factor is I publish a crazy autobiography online which some women may not like for a variety of reasons including the fear that I might violate their privacy if I end up writing about them in my blogs or what not

These are my current thoughts relating to these matters; I've mentioned some of these things in the past over the years; I might try to make time to date women or at least interact with them more; we will see and I always have more to say as I try to summarize all of my thoughts, which this might be just scratching the surface of all of my thoughts, to be continued

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