Discord Drama

2023-09-08 - Friday - 02:36 AM - Discord Log.

People on my Discord server sent cops to my house and are trying to kill me, they have my SSN, home address, IP, etc. They're opening up credit card accounts in my name, I'm a victim of identity theft. They're sending bombs to my house. 12:13 PM. XBK NVBQ asked how much money I paid Th Lopez to snitch. NVBQ then said, "Yeah you better call more cops to your house" as to CONTRADICT what he said before when he said they called the cops. The truth of the matter is Lopez is probably working with NVBQ. I have no idea what their end game is. Lopez sent me this saying his brother helped him make this meme showcasing the casket of Oatmeal be carried by 5 accounts from left to right being Tre, a red avatar, XBK NVBQ, a pink avatar, and Yung Savy.

I literally would write things like this.
I rape children.
And I am rape the sun and the stars.
And I am dead.
And I am not here.
And just kidding.
And they will ignore the context.
They clip and screenshot.
They do NOT want to analyze everything I said together.
Instead, they'll grab one thing and run with it.
They might as well just make up stuff.
And then say I said it, same difference.

12:40 PM. I love the Roy Merrick memes of Vietnam Oatmeal & Kathy Bike. Roy should make a video of me living in Portland. People love to hate and they find me easy to hate.

01:29 PM
1/ NVBQ wants me to call the cops because then I will get in trouble. They're bomb threatening me. If police came, then the police will get mad. I could be imprisoned over it. 2/ We can't really do anything right now because these people (XBK and others) are anonymous troll accounts online, some or all of them appear to be male teens in America. Some of them might be British. 3/ But we are stuck in this limbo where these online punks feel immune to offline consequences and they feel justified with their belief that I must be punished for alleged crimes I never did, they're framing me. 4/ In the end, they may win if they're able to rob me, hurt me, imprison me, murder me, frame me, destroy me, hack me, ruin me, delete me, ban me, etc. 01:46 PM. I see you hate Owen. But by that same logic, you should also hate me. 5/ In this Discord group, I interacted yesterday in chat-level-00 for the first time in like 2 weeks, I was interacting in August of 2023. Looks like I'm not very popular in my own server. 6/ Almost looks like it's pointless for me to interact whether it's daily or monthly. It's so weird that they're here but they don't want to talk to me. They don't know anything about me. They don't read me. They don't watch me. They don't listen to me. 7/ And on top of that, some of them are criminals. Who knows what the fate of all of this might be.

02:12 PM
1527/ The summer of 2023 ended up becoming a social experiment on my Discord server. I wasn't intending it to be an experiment. My conclusion is the work and time I put into this experiment was too counterproductive. 1528/ I probably tried too hard to persuade members in this group to engage. In general, I've been doing what I do online for decades. But specifically, this summer was unique. I feel like I wasted my time too much on all of this. 1529/ I might suggest to my future self to spend less time engaging trolls. Let me say that the topic of how to interact with trolls is a big can of worms, a Pandora Box. So, I am not declaring for sure what I will or will not do in the future. Many variables. 1531/ I feel like I have failed again in many ways. I want to say this is something I wouldn't do ever again. But it is something I will talk about and learn from. 1532/ My relationship with Roy Merrick reminds me of the relationship Marty had on Ozark with the FBI agents who would watch him, Roy is either working for the government or is some kind of older Democratic male widow who looked just like me. 1533/ It's like he is projecting his regret on life onto me, it's somehow personal for Roy as he sees himself in me. He wants me not to make the same mistakes he did. Either that or he was assigned by the government to watch me. So, Roy might be my handler.

02:21 PM
Roy always has a half day at school on Fridays and then he is off his government computers for the weekend.