Discord Drama

02:18 PM

71/ It bothers me Roy Merrick sits at discord.gg/SjKcddF5St where not even Indiana Jones dare trot while the State of Emergency thrusts me into extinction, this Memes World Production warlord refuses to help find/archive my autobiography, life, videos, articles, content, etc. 72/ Please go to http://discord.gg/SjKcddF5St to tell Roy Merrick his Niggles Oatmeal Joey Arnold fetish is futile if he refuses to help with foundation of my story regarding the classic ARNOLD ATTIC or buy me 100 TB. Roy is sitting there like sad legless dog waiting for me to return. 73/ Roy Merrick might secretly be BILL GATES at http://discord.gg/SjKcddF5St sitting there thinking I'll return, like as if I can't help myself. He thinks I have too much free time, that I waste time. He wants to help fix my life. He also likes mocking. Is Roy actually Blake Webb? 74/ I thought I ran into possible and potential fans, supporters, friends. But was I wrong to invest so much time in people who are not really interested in helping me build my OATMEAL EMPIRE? I've felt pretty alone. I feel pretty fooled, gullible, and what not. Many things. 75/ To some extent, I'm a lone wolf, it may become increasingly tough to trust people when I feel betrayed. I'm speaking in terms of reality but more so my own subjective and limited perception perspective paradigm. I feel often burnt out. But I will try to move on and such. 76/ I can simply label 2022 the year of THE MEMES WORLD PRODUCTIONS as a primary theme in my own personal life and in how it relates to my public persona online, I rode that wave for whatever it was both good and bad. Will any of that continue into the future into 2023 & beyond? 77/ We'll see relating to Oatmeal and MWP, I understood that adventure would likely end at any time, it appears to be blakewebbed at the moment. It breaks my heart, it tiffanycumboed me to a large degree. But it is what as life roymerricks and geraldyjones me on up again & again. 78/ It APPEARS to me currently many people are rarely interested in OATMEAL LORE, the EASTER EGGS, the canon, the archive, the content, my process of getting things started even after many years. Like I feel like I don't have any hardcore fans as far as I can tell maybe you know. 79/ I'm not really saying anything I didn't already know at least in some ways in the vegetta past, but it can still be tough as the Nintendo Mario sun beats down on me. I may still work on some of my side projects when I can. But I shouldn't spend too much time on them right now. 80/ I still need strong allies, supporters, fans, builders, workers, etc. Not to say I don't have any. Proof me wrong but I feel like I don't have any or enough. I know I may not have proved myself well enough to deserve more than whatever I currently have. Is this the end? 81/ Starting in June of 2023, assuming things don't improve well enough, and minus some exceptions, I'll try to only check Memes World Productions on their Discord server at http://discord.gg/SjKcddF5St once a week, month, year, or decade. You'll have to find me & beg me to come over. 82/ If you want me to come on over to Discord or anywhere, DM me or something. Best way to reach me is through Twitter currently. I'm on Twitter more often than Facebook even. I've been on many websites but Twitter is number one for now. I was checking Discord a few times a day. 83/ I should check Discord less often, that should be coming next month. I was on Discord trying to encourage people to help me out on my projects. I think that resulted in nothing. Perhaps just a waste of time. Insanity is repetitively trying the same things while expecting xxx. 84/ I've checked Discord several times a day. It's a ghost town. I've linked to it on YouTube, Twitter, Hive Blog, etc, since 2022. Maybe two people out of the many thousands who have seen the invite link in the past 12 months have ventured to Memes World Productions on Discord. 85/ My confession is I try too hard, that's my weakness is in my endurance, passion, commitment, focus, drive, determination, rage, revenge, justice, wrath, fire, OCD, bipolar autism, perfectionism, gullibility, Rambo Rocky eye of the tiger, patience, faith, curiosity, etc. 86/ These qualities are good until they're weaponized, abused, or mismanaged somehow. These are some of my strengths. But sometimes I may not know when to quit, when to throw in the towel, how to pick my battles more carefully, how to better pace myself, the wisdom to strategize. 87/ Your strengths can be your greatest weaknesses. My update for now is I'll continue working on a million things by myself. I may not have enough support or help with my projects as my computers and hard drives die. I run into so many issues. I'm tackling so many problems. 88/ I'll comment on Discord if you can give me something I want. Whether it's a group on Discord or something else, please show me what you have to offer me. We could make an exchange, a trade of value. Ask me for a list of things I want and need. You help me. I help you. Crywank.

10:14 PM
89/ Ian made me an audio. Go to Discord to hear it. Pee Wee Herman meme. I know you know that you are missing out. He's 38. I am not the BBC. Stop asking me that. I'm not Bill Gates. If only I was not always busy with chores. That is a big problem. 90/ Roy Merrick cried, "But what about the secret password?" Oh, but does Roy even know what the code is that I mentioned on this secret thread on Twitter? Worse is Roy knows but is not interested in sharing. If EZ Blazer removed videos, that's upsetting worse than HBO Max. 91/ EZ said I would break the Raquel (I have videos of her) fish tank. Too bad I am on call at home. If only they had slaves, maids, servants, butlers, janitors, housekeeping, Mexicans, Mormons, legless 9 year old PewDiePie fans, and mole trolls who could do it. 92/ Ian said Fish Tank could be my big break. But I thought it was iJustine, RevHI, WOLBI, FGHS, GYJO, Comcast Wanted Adventure Host, Vietnam, Chrissie Mayr's Simpcast, Dead Wing Dork, Memes World Productions, ASOV, TOL, Mea Omnia, ABC, Anna Barbie, INFOCOMMS, Timcast, etc. Huh? 93/ EZ asked if I like Alex Stein at @ alexstein99 and if this was the Golden Compass, he would be my bear and Lila Hart would be my animal spirit. I need access to archives of the Arnold Attic, of my Internet activities since the 1990s. I need to rebuild a timeline of events. 94/ Before there was Dylan of @budlight, there was the lady in red who flirted with Lincoln Hawk. But who is Mr. Goldstriker? Where's my U-Haul refund? Pong Understood? 95/ Please share this tweet on Discord. Just share the link. Screenshot this. Just ask them a simple question. Didn't Oatmeal already have his big break? I mean like how many big breaks does a person need before the break is big enough? I live in Water World.