Only God knows how hard its been.
Only God knows the number of tears I've cried.
Only God knows how the pain tore the flesh of my heart and crushed me.
Only God knows how many times i tried again and it didn't work out.
Only God knows how cold it gets after wetting my pillow with hot tears.
Only God knows how many times i asked Him if it will ever end.
Only God knows how i thanked Him for life and the little things even when my all seems crumbling.
Only God knows how i had to beg Him on my knees to tje away the thought of some people and things away from me.
Only God knows how I've been able to strive all through these years.
Only God knows how it's been like wearing the shoes i didn't gift myself.
Only God knows why I've been here this long.
Only God knows why I've not completely given up on life.
Only God knows the glory for this story, so excruciatingly painful.
Only God knows how it feels to be betrayed and hurt.
Only God knows why I've been through this much.
I'm not where i want to be yet, but i thank God that He knows where i am and where i want to be.
Only God knows.
