I am not okay.
I have been battered and bruised.
I have been looked at with disgust, even by the ones who I claimed loved me.
I have been lied to.
I have been hated and stabbed.
I have been forgotten.
I have been waved off.
I have been denied.
I feel hurt.
Sometimes, it's better to admit to these things and heal rather than claim strength till you crash completely.
Healing is easier when you admit you need to recharge.
It gives you the courage to do things differently.