Haven't rambled like this in a bit...
I'm happier than I've been before but I don't know how to handle it.
I'm not used to happy as permanent.
And broken expectations can break a good thing.
It's amazing what you'll destroy to be right.
You're trying to hold together an atom bomb.
You're falling.
You've given God no reason to catch you...
You called religion a crutch, but cripples need crutches...
Calling something fucked doesn't make you well
and being broken doesn't make you art.