It does help to write things down. I personally love ramblings because there's no distinct topic in mind. Or at least there may be one in the beginning but you just go with the flow along the way.

My heart goes out to you with all the things you've gone through in the last year and I do hope you find something that works. Anything that takes away your mental or emotional abilities shouldn't be dallied with again.

I hope to see you around often, dear.🌺