Your comment has brought tears to my eyes, thank you so much for writing to me, as a musician you understand what I am saying. You in church and me in a choir singing the most beautiful music ever created for God, but surrounded by much evil just the same. In my case it is all inspired by competition and favoritism, many times the best way to be is to be invisible and not get in the way of others plans or simply withdraw as you have done. I'm sorry you lost someone because of this very thing, but justice was served when that person realized the reality by his or her own means... I embrace you my dear!...