The one that surprises you

Hello creatives of the weekend

This weekend I had a bit of a hard time selecting the topic.

However, unexpectedly the answer to this question came to me.

** The one that surprises you**

What is one of the most surprising revelations you have discovered about yourself?

This year I have been thinking and reflecting about my life and my activities. Also where I'm headed and what are my tools to move forward.

5 years ago I left my partner, formal, who I thought I would be with all my life, but things turned out differently.

Shelf with him had made a dream of my life, of who I was, and what I should do... Everything was based on my relationship. And sometimes if he didn't disagree with something I wanted to do...

Well, he just didn't do it or let him want to do it because that would bring me problems with him.

Bad decision, right?

Anyway,. That led me to end the relationship after 12 years nothing else happened.

And I got into another relationship and almost the same thing happened, I lived to please the other, and what of my life????

On Saturday, in my transfer to go to the park... The thought surprised me, a revealing light came out of me. Showing me that I can no longer depend on the lives of others to make my own.
That my life and what I do with it depends only on me and my actions.
I am a woman full of wonderful virtues and abilities, which sometimes I do not recognize and minimized.
I deny myself possibilities for fear, of losing, of being wrong.

At that moment I took a deep breath, I saw myself sitting there on the bus. Looking forward to shouting to the world who I am...

For the first time I realized that I am capable of being alone, without a partner, without living the life of another.

That I am enough, that I can achieve what I want. And when my process is done... the ideal person will arrive. To accompany me on the road, to respect what I am and what I want to do.

Likewise, I am not here to please and change my life for anyone, but I am willing to accompany and share the moments.

Perhaps many people had told me, or perhaps many come to understand this quickly, however, I know that everyone has their rhythm and their process of realizing and managing to see and discover things in themselves that are there, but hidden. to one's own eye...

The photos that I post are mine of my changes, of my moments of peace and reflection, where I find myself.

Among other things that I discovered about myself this weekend that I managed to sit down with the necessary materials was to draw my designs for the fashion design class ... I made these designs for women and men, I was surprised how quickly I do them, how the ideas come to my mind fluidly like a waterfall, I finish one and I already want to do the other.

This activity provides peace of mind, my thoughts go out at that moment and movements, textures, colors, expressions come to me... And well, the line flows freely...

Here is a sample of my designs....