"But Lot's wife looked back, and remained a statue of salt."
(Genesis 19: 26-28 NIV)
With nostalgia he imagined himself in those times, enjoying the ephemeral happy moments he lived with his love. He did not know what happened, but they fell in love and after a torrid romance between hugs and kisses, they thought they knew each other and in their intimacy they professed eternal and unconditional love.
It was very difficult to recognize that those promises coming from a man were not fulfilled. He gave his heart on a silver platter to those who did not know how to value it. It was not God who angered him denied his supposed happiness but the bad decisions, the arrogant attitudes and the pride of the two parties, the causes of sudden death of that love that was left in limbo after crossing the black hole of divorce.
From each scar emanates a sad memory, his loneliness is today his only companion. He longs to return to his arms, to feel the strong beat of his heart when he rests his cheek on his chest, he longs for the security that the warmth of his body offered him with her; she discreetly observes with a certain disbelief the new life offered by someone she does not know, but who for years in silence has loved her with all her strength. There he is in love, he delights every day with his beauty and intelligence, longing to caress his face framed by the beautiful smile that timidly peeks out in each awakening.
Ignore that He gave his life for her and if he had to do it again he would do it again, just to make her happy forever. Every tear shed by her are the precious pearls that He has accumulated to woo her. His treasure is his heart and he has decided to restore it, take care of it, protect it and renew it with every drop of dew that comes from the sky, trying to get his attention.
She no longer believes in love, she hopes not to go through the desert of contempt again, however, it is impossible to feel attracted to the hope of feeling loved again. This man is persevering, will not desist until achieving a yes in response to his declaration of true love. He has waited all his life and will not let her go again.
The point of break where there is no return, where you must decide if you stay paralyzed in a past that you can not change no matter how much your soul shouts it to the four winds or where you feel an impulse to take a step forward hurry to experience what never before. It appears before you, to heal your wounds, to help you replace pain for joy; He is gentlemanly, loving, tender, thoughtful and willing to show you with facts that you are the child of his eyes, his queen, the answer to his cry, the mistress of his thoughts.
She has promised not to disappoint her, never to leave her alone, to provide what she needs and to fill with caresses the emptiness of what was left behind to never return. Her words are the truth, so she can trust that she will do what is necessary so that her smile will not be erased and her eyes will continue to shine as she does today ... her name Jesus and hers is yours printed in her mind and everything his being.
"And we have come to know and believe that God loves us. God is love. He who abides in love abides in God, and God in him. "
(1 John 4:16 NIV)
