I loved reading this piece, @cloflo. Wow, that must have been so frightening having all of those lucid dreams. I can imagine why you begged for them to stop after the last ones. Even so, it sounds like there is something about it that you miss. And I can believe that. After all, to experience the true power of the mind that way, and to enter other worlds like you have your own Narnia just waiting for you each time you close your eyes, really had to have been incredible. If only it was a little more fantasy than horror!