I really enjoyed reading this, @cloflo, and how you met your significant other. You have plenty in common!

Wow, you were an online celebrity for a while. It's great that you used Covid as an opportunity to give full-time gaming a try. I can see why it would fuel you for a time, and make you feel like you have a unique and interesting way to earn a living. But I can also see why the charm would wear off and you'd ultimately not feel satisfied with your personal growth.