You're such a brilliant writer, @agmoore. This is beautiful. I can only imagine the roiling feelings that must have been churning within as you wrote this. Loss is like a desert in some ways. You can navigate it, find oases, stones, trees, life... and yet you must keep stumbling through it in search of meaning. I hope Charles felt the love that you and your family had for him, and that everything he created on his amazing life journey helped him to know in his heart that he led a remarkable life.