This little kid has full of positivity, gets angry when he is, cry when he wants. He simply just express what he feels and speak it out.

He's my youngest sibling, my biggest motivator to continue in life. Even though I'm overly stressed with life and continuously fucked up with people who literally drained and destroyed me personally. Yet, I chose to remain silent in all aspects.

I've been seeking for ways to revitalize myself and continue still in life. Little they have known that my family is my number one priority. I'm all in for them which they think I'm focused on other stuff.

I'm tired of seeing contradicting thoughts having no principle. If they continue that attitude, I'm afraid they'll in be in a line from a famous poem "Desideratha" which says :

If you compare yourself with others you may become vain or bitter.

I'm done with all the negativities faced in life and its time to move forward. I promise I will not be triggered with some kind of immaturity. We're going to cemetery right now to visit our beloved ones who passed away.