I don't want to start over with someone, telling my secrets, sharing feelings, sharing my day, thoughts and ending up getting attach to that person. I am not ready now. I want to be detached for few time. I am at peace. I am learning fighting with my past and healing it with self-love. I don't want to fake the smile, I want to be really happy from inside. I want to shine. I am learning loving myself. Many times, I feel like giving up and calling someone to talk about the pain but I don't give up. I don't want to be with people for sharing my pain. I want to be with people for sharing my happiness. This makes me strong and every step is healing me. I am proud of myself.I am becoming independent and strong. I am doing things, I love to do. I am making my best version.