However rough the sea may be, the deepest part of the sea is absolutely calm. If you only feel emotional agitation which is beautiful, emotionality is part of life do not misunderstand, but it is only a sign that you remain on the surface of your being.
Let there be waves but the moment you think that those waves are your deep it is only a sign that you have remained on the surface and that the deep you have not yet vaguely intuited.
The "deep" is perennial peace, the deep part of you is not desiring anything, it does not need to overcome any fear, it does not need to improve and has no intention of fixing this and that.
This deep part is truly, in the eyes of reason, madness, insanity..
this madness is transcendence of the mind.