My first love,
I didn't really know what love was all about when I fell in love with him.
His name is jason , he's dark in complexion, average height, every girl will fall for him merely looking into his eye, they were so lovely, they could melt any ice, not to talk of those red soft lips that made each word he said sound so sweet. He is so cute.
My mum is a business woman, and he was her sales boy, her favorite tho, her most trusted worker.
The love I had for jason can be said to be love at sight, he was my first crush, mere sight of him makes me go red, I've never felt that way before, so I concluded it was indeed love, but then I was much younger than him. And worst of it all, he wasnt even intrested in me, he wanted my elder sister who in turn was not intrested in him, while he was doing so much to get her attention, i was doing everything to get his attention (who can relate?).
When it was too much for me to bear, I had to confess my feelings to him, (you can imagine my pick up lines). I only wanted him to know how i felt, nothing more, (you can say I was too naive) he accepted, (i felt like i just won a lottery ).
And so we started dating,
And one day he said, what do u feel like doing, and i said "kissing you." And he said, what's stopping you? And so we kissed, I had my first kiss from my first love.
Our love grew stronger, and as for me I never regretted asking him out.
But then the big day came, I went to check on Jason in his house, I have called his line many times but he was picking, so i went to his house.
The door was locked, but i could hear Jason's voice from inside the house, so i knocked and a lady on bum shorts and a singlet opened. I didn't bother, I trusted jason not to hurt my feelings, I'm looking for my boyfriend I said feeling big, Which boyfriend if i may ask? Jason i said proudly. And then jason walked to the door, I was about hugging him, when he said refering to the girl, baby this is jane, my cousin that calls me her boyfriend. Hearing Kason call me his cousin, after one year and two months of relationship, I wish i could disappear, there and then I decided it's over between me and Jason, come in he said with a smile, i felt too shattered, i didn't want to cry, i equally wanted to play along so i said, I just came to check on you, then I ran back to my hostel, I cried my world out.
I hated myself for being a fool, to trust him that much, I hated myself for loving sincerely..........
Two years past after our break up, and we crossed each others path again, and he said, Can you be my girlfriend once more, ever since our break up, I realised how foolish I was to loose such a jewel like you that any reasonable man would do anything to have, just give me a second chance, and I will never give you a reason to cry.
And I said to him, only a fool will prefer hell to heaven.
My first experience of love was both sweet, but much bitter.
