Diary of a Crypto Jedi ... the darkness

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We are surrounded by lies. The liars are so bad they pretend for years to be something else just so they can halfway lie from the other side. Then we have actors. People who are paid to abandon their own volition and follow a script. These are the ones at the top of the pyramid. No one in our society gets more fame, money, or allegiance.

Our schools are devoid of thought. Discussions about where we came from are forbidden. We've pledged allegiance to a story and no one is concerned about the holes. I've watched these videos from SGTReport lately and the truth is undeniable and massively uncomfortable to carry. Our society is surrounded, infiltrated, and manipulated by a ruling class of sociopaths. The depravity is so much deeper than i can see.

I was diving with some manatees in Florida's crystal river a few winters ago. I found this giant shaft in the river that led straight down into the cold deep aquifer. Uptop were about a dozen manatee gathered at the surface. They were cooling themselves in the column of deep cold water. As I dove down into the shaft, it only got deeper, darker, and colder. I've been told there is no recorded bottom since it leads to the underwater aquifers that traverse the entire state.

I will never know that truth. Nor would it ever serve me. I live so far above it on a different gravity. But the gravity around me, just above the surface of manatees, is a land with some dangerous monkees. I catch myself doing what i see most of society do all the time. Simply, ignore that truth and focus on what's around them. But I don't have a human family. In fact, I've been attracted to these monkeys and learned to digest their food and survive in their breadcrumbs. We are all like me. Some of us pretend to be sovereign. But it's only a circle we've casted around us. There is a jungle much darker.

My car was repossessed Friday. I've got enough money in crypto to buy a used one but it would be such a waste to do that right now. Massive plates are shifting in our world. Deceptions are being uncovered but there are so many and most of us prefer to pretend to not see them. I'm so confused over who to bite my tongue around. My eyes were ripped open a few years ago to the true nature of what's around me. I realize this post focuses on the bad parts, so let this sentence shine true the belief in the good ones too. I hope and strive to be/become one of these good ones.

But the good guys aren't easy to define or discover. We have systems and agencies that can filter out the good guys and leave them in the trenches. Then a few directors who are really just paid actors read their script because they are fulfilled by their position. The power, control, and wealth it affords them are all illusions though. An actor reading a script has no power. An actor playing a scene where he has control over other actors is not true control. An actor has wealth and fame. And this is all it takes to get someone to read a script or play a part or push a button.

Have you failed to conform to something due to your convictions? Do you feel alone and ostracized because of it? Has it snowballed into other aspects of your life where you just can't pretend the veil is real anymore? If this is you, i'm glad we've met. Don't give up. There's a lot of us outside the cave. We'll be bumping into rocks, trees, and each other while our eyes adjust. Be patient with yourself and know you are not alone. Together, we are building a new world.

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