My restless brain was punishing me. It does this sometimes when it is split into its own fan forced dilemmas.
Every future decision that is contemplated always ends in two ways.
One, the decision tree is flawed, as the possible permutations, and combinations, are unknown.
Two, every logic flow ends in heart ache. I cannot fulfill all potential outcomes. Opportunity cost always occur when trying to remedy opposing outcomes.
This pile of old material is my backyard makeshift seat.
I enjoy the morning sunshine, and my coffee, while I allow my brain to reach the logical conclusion;
All that matters is Now
It is all I can control. When I say, "I", I mean the various parts of, "me". I am the sum of my parts - a, Thought-ocracy.
Sitting on my bench, sipping my coffee, I look upon my broadbeans & other growths. They took the time - they knew what to do.
Then I peek at my 3 week old plantings who are poking their heads out.
They will make the most of their time.
And that sets my day. Remembering, to take the time, to grow into whatever the, Now, brings me. To enjoy the gifts of what I have.
I spent the next part of the morning visiting an old friend. My accounting skills helped her overcome a Tax issue she was stuck on, a nice walk and a great conversation. It got me out of my over-thinking and made for a great day.
Enjoy the little things.
