That Feeling

When you wake in the morning and feels like that you have this "happy jolt" in you. You were happy getting up, making your bed, cooking for breakfast, cleaning up a bit while singing. Oh ya, while singing! And then, a text from a dear someone sent you cancelling a prior meet up. This upset you, because maybe this was the reason for all your "happy jolt". You didn't reply back, you just submerge yourself with the" feeling of being upset" because you were expecting something else from someone on that day but it didn't happen. You went out alone watched a movie, a funny one, you forget about your feeling, thus, changing your mood. But then again, you are on you way home and remembered what happened that day and you feel upset. Again! Lots of things came into your mind. All negative. All about you how you feel. You self-pitied, which eventually made you teary eyed. All the while a message from that dear person came in, said, "Wanna talk. Worried about u. U haven't replied."