I cry in dismay, tears drops as I watched, slowly wheeled into the emergency room, Is all hope lost? Is there anything I can do to get back up and running? Why have I failed my trial? Why did I give in to disappointments and failure? Being aware that I failed is a step but am struggling to get the next. How can I get back to my feet? how can I rise up against limitations?
no vision, no mission, no inspiration, and I have fallen into limitations.
I am lost with no picture of the future.
I don't even remember the plan.
I am being moved by tides in irregular patterns.
I lost my reputation,
I lost my dignity,
I lost my family,
I lost my friends,
I lost my mentors,
I lost my students,
I am loosing my self.
caught in the spiders web, my head spins, am being tied up little by little, first my hands then my head, I can't see, __visionless__ I don't have a plan for the future __missionless__ am tossed around __aimless__ indeed I am a lost soul, indeed I am a lost soul, indeed I am a lost soul, lost with burdens and weights I cannot carry yet difficult to share I find solace in thee, help me!! help me!! help me!!
~A lost steemian~