There comes a time in our lives when we are afraid to lose a friend. One thing to think about is that they may have chosen their own journey without you on their minds. Just let them go. If it's giving you stress, it's better to stop asking them what to do. You're not part of their plan. Besides, they have their own lives to build. You should just focus on yourself and start building your own life.
Have you ever experienced waking up in the morning with positivity, until negativity creeps in? You might feel like it will be a bad day, hoping for the next day to come. Don't rush, and quickly reject the negativity. You can just ignore it and do what you need to do as planned, because you have the power to change bad into good.
The weather is still not good. This morning, I saw the sun come out. It was so calm. I thought today would be a better day. There was a feeling of joy as I thought sunny days were coming. In less than 5 minutes, it turned gloomy and rained again. We've had occasional downpours during the day. I thought it would start to become dry downstairs!
It was a great moment to spend the day with my wife and friends in Old Rock. I'd love to go back there someday in the future.