Hello Everyone,
I turned 60 yesterday.
I am not talking about my age. Although, this lockdown is pretty much making me age faster. I am talking about my RP ( The Reputation Point or puntos de reputación).
Yes, Looks like I finally found time to hit my 2018 new year resolution list. Yup, I’ve been around for almost 2 & 1/2 years. And that is no ordinary feat. And today I am officially promoting this activity from something I do for fun to my passion. I will go around and tell people that writing is my passion.
So what is next on my goal list (Of course, I am still referring my 2018 goal list)
That would be reaching 1000HP. Which with my current pace would be accomplished by my 70s (And I am not talking about my puntos de reputación)
It really took me a while to reach here. I blame my laptop for leaving my side when I needed it the most. But that is something I can not put the blame entirely on. Because I was aware of the nice @esteemapp which allows me to post from my android device. Does it has something to do with my lazy ass attitude? Maybe, but looking at my track record in office. I wouldn’t call myself lazy too. I always manage to get to a safe distance whenever the shit hits the fan. (I always wanted to use this phrase but now when I did. It is not that impressive)
Does it have to something with motivation? I think it does. The other day I was reading an article. And it was nice writing. It has something to with writing and the attitude of the writer and how the writer sometimes forces themselves into writing something that they hate and despise with ... (I forgot where I was going with this).
What I am trying to say is that it is not an easy take to stay motivated with the same level of energy throughout the day and whole week. And sooner or later the writer forces themselves into writing something that they don't like. Characters that they don’t like .... (I just realized that this is the same as the previous statement and I am trying to add words as filler.)
It is not easy to stay motivated. That’s all I want to say. But I also want to say that it is ok, If you are not feeling it in your gut about the thing you do have to do it. What is the point, because if you are struggling with your passion then it is not passion at all. (It's just a Job)
Please pardon my rambling as I was am writing thing post at 0200Hrs. The only reason I wrote this is because. There is an activity scheduled at 0300Hrs. And I won't be able to finish any movie in between.
My definition of passion may differ and the general masses. Passion for me is something that you do and you don’t struggle with (Damn it!! I already said that. I should have ended the post there.)
I am inuke.
And I will be back with my Friday Night Movie Review soon ;-)
And please takecare of yourselves. The Virus is not a joking matter. Maintain social distancing and wear mask and follow the instruction from the Health ministry.