Weakness to strength

Life is full of uncertainty, and I always say that the uncertainty of life makes our life interesting, but it does not mean that it has to be a happy thing all the time. Ups and downs are a part of life, and there is no way we can escape from it. Sometimes we are happy and sometimes we are sad. The situation can be changed within a single second, and sometimes it takes time to change. That's how life goes on, and we grow up. There are some moments when it was difficult for us, but we overcame it and good moments come back to us.

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In my case, it's true that I have a robotic kind of mentality, and because of that kind of mentality, I can dominate my emotions quite well. I try to make my everyday productive and try to keep things under my control all the time, but I am not God and have no power to control everything. There are some moments in my life when I was in a difficult position. I felt I was helpless and weak. And obviously, it's related to my study also.

I mentioned many times that in the case of academic career, I have a successful academic career as a trooper student. From the surface, people think that I am a talented and intelligent person. I know that there were many students who failed to beat me in ranks and gave the the title of multi-talented student. Whenever I heard that, I felt it was ridiculous. Let me explain why.

In case of memorizing power, I am the worst one. I know most of students say that they are not good at memorizing, but my situation was extremely bad, and that's why I used the word worst. Just try to guess how bad I was in it. How would you feel when you fail to remember certain things again and again, even if you tried many times? I was in such a situation that nobody would believe you as every student complains the same. I think, except for my parents, nobody believed me either in such a case, and maybe that was the reason they never forced me to study. A surprising thing was that I was pushing my limit again and again to make them proud. Maybe it's because I became mature early.

I realized that in the case of memorizing power, there was no use of it in my case, and so I stopped trying to memorize lessons. I just focused on reading and solving things again and again. When a normal students do a sum or reads a lesson one time, I have done it 4/5 times. That's also a reason to spend a huge time studying. Practice again and again has some magical powers, and I realized it later. It helped me when I started writing. When I started to write, I could not remember many things at the beginning, but after writing a few lines, ideas related to the lesson came to my mind in a sequential way, as I prepared my lesson. I just needed time to remember, and it was at least better than remembering nothing. Later, I became good at it, and it triggered my progress, and I brought me to the peak position. It also gave me the confidence that whatever I am now, it's because of my hard work, not my talent.

I have overcome all the difficulties with hard work, and I just showed everyone how capable I was, and beating me in ranks was not an easy task, even if I was below average. At the end, I was the topper (rank 1) most of the time. I overcame the bad times, and with continuous effort, I changed my weakness into strength and changed the situation.

The another surprising thing is that my memorizing power in recent years improving significantly and such a thing doesn't happen. Now I can remember my thing without any effort. It's kind of a bonus for me.