An uncertain start

New Year means the first day of the year and many people love to celebrate it and try to enjoy it. There exists a thought behind it and it's " If the first-day oswal then, all the day will go well". There is no scientific and technical proof of it but many people love to believe it and it's their choice and they have the right to believe whatever they want. From my perspective its hype of people. I think practically and for that reason, I don't make any plans to celebrate it. But I love the fireworks in the sky and so at the time of the new year, I keep looking in the sky to see fireworks. I believe that making arrangements for enjoying the new year is nothing more than a waste of money because I don't think that day can't create the influence in the next day let alone the years.

I wish I could say New Year's Day was a random day for me but it was not. I went to hospital because one of my close relatives became sick on the last day of the year. I talked about my last day in a post of mine. You can visit there if you are interested. I was sitting on a hospital bench and there were 2 people with whom I became friendly.

Just before the new year time, I asked if anyone wanted to see fireworks. If anyone wanted then come with me upstairs where there was a big window. One of them was curious and went to near window with me and started to see fireworks. Both of us enjoyed the fireworks and I tried to record a video but was unable to focus well and so I dropped the idea of recording the video and kept my smartphone in my pocket after clicking some pictures. I noticed that Raihan (not real name. Actually I forgot his name) was watching the fireworks with huge surprise and he picked up his mobile to record the video. He was saying that it was the first time he was enjoying that kind of fireworks. In his village, he had never seen that kind of thing. Hearing his speech I was also surprised a little bit but later I was able to know that he came town a few times only in his life and in village fireworks were not available. According to his thoughts, Fireworks are only for rich people and for their sons, not for poor people like him who were the son of a village farmer. I wanted to make him realize he also can do it if he want but he was not ready to accept it. A funny thing happened when he went to stop the video because he was recording the video and kept the mode on camera which means he only captured 2 pictures and that thing created a funny situation and both of us started to laugh at what happened.

I was talking with him and after a while, we noticed the sounds of crying instead of the sound of fireworks. It was coming from the hospital and we went there to see what happened. After reaching there we were able to know that a woman died after giving birth to a baby. So the family members were crying. In the time when others were busy with celebrations, the family was facing the worst situation. A baby lost his mother which was really cruel. I wo I talked about it in another post and you can read it here: Thinny road of paradise in the hell. It was the thing which made me sad. In the new year time, it was not expected.

After a while, I returned to the bench of the hospital. We talked for some time and slept there. I couldn't sleep well. Sleep was broken many times as I am not used to sleeping in the hospital. In the morning I acknowledged about another incident that happened with Tushar ( not real name. The another person who became friendly with me). He told me that the watching class of his motor bike was stolen. It was surprising that one-looking glass was only stolen. Not only that but also replaced with broken-looking glass. Just think, the thief stole only one looking glass and replaced it with another broken looking glass. It was indeed a funny incident and I said to him "Humanity is still alive and the thief was an honest and kind one🤣. That's why he left the broken looking glass for you ".

In the remaining time of day, I was busy in bringing medicine and doing all the formalities for release. And I returned home approximately after 8:00 p.m. I was very tired and I fell asleep after getting fresh. So it was all about my new year's Day. So it was a bad day for me from one perspective but again it was not too also from another perspective.