Hi, guys!
Now I'm trying really hard to get back to blogging every day. This is very difficult given my mental state, but I have long noticed that monotonous routines have a good effect on me. As I understand it, they give my brain a sense of predictability of what is happening, and thus support.
Today, unfortunately, I have no new artworks, it is very difficult to draw in my condition, even those very abstract watercolors that I talked about in previous publications. I really hope that this state will change soon, I hope for it every day, although I have been waiting for changes for almost three months now.
Yesterday I talked to my doctor, she is afraid to add another antidepressant to me so as not to provoke hypomania. On the one hand, I understand that she is right, but on the other hand, I so want to break out of the depressive swamp that I don’t care what means and methods to use for this.
Yesterday I asked my mom to make me a new avatar, and this is how cute we got: