Hi, guys!
Yesterday I talked about how I finally decided to go to the hospital. However, it was not even yesterday, but the day before yesterday. Today I have the opportunity to write a new blog post and tell how it is here and that first of all, first of all, I ended up being supervised by the ward, which means that there are no handles on the windows and doors and you cannot go out on your own, telling that the food here is very bad and it turned out to be true on in fact, for breakfast for lunch and you need you get the same porridge absolutely without delicious half a cup of tea and a piece of bread.
Not all food can be transferred here, for example, you cannot transfer perishable food.But initially I was glad to any piece of cheese because on the second day I was very hungry.
I really liked the doctor who is observing me here, we immediately found a common language and now he will change the treatment regimen for me in a hospital setting constantly observing me I still do not know how it will turn out in the end, but I really hope for a positive outcome of this event, because at the end in the end, exactly why I went to the hospital.
My first night was spent in the observation room and it was very difficult first of all I can’t stand the sound of snoring but there were two women who snored very much, therefore, despite strong sedatives, I could not sleep even those mornings, and since I entered here with problems with sleep it was a fundamental moment, so I immediately discussed it with my doctor and asked me to transfer to another ward where it would be quieter and now everything suits me.
I didn't make a secret of which hospital I got to and told about it to all my friends and the instructor with whom I do music, dances and vocal, not a reason to stygma me, because all the same, this does not make me a better person Than everyone else I really hope that soon I will leave here and be able to return to normal life with regular sports, music and vocals, as well as a normal opportunity to work.
Now I have to type this text with my voice because because of the medications I find it very difficult to focus on printing it, so forgive me, please, if there are a lot of mistakes here I would not want to interrupt blogging even from the hospital. Besides, there is clearly something to tell about here too I am sure that over time I will have a lot of interesting stories, of course, I will not talk about severe patients because it is unethical, but I will definitely tell you full about my experience.
Now I can remind you that this is a psychiatric hospital in the city of Kiev, which, by the way, is the largest psychiatric hospital in Europe, there are more than 30 buildings in Pavlov's hospital and each of them is responsible for something of its own. I am in the first one, which is called the primary department, and until yesterday the day I was in the oversight ward, the oversight ward is a ward in which a nurse is constantly present who monitors your actions and where you can not take anything stabbing cutting from yourself they cut the laces from clothes and shoes, but I think that I will tell you more about this in my next publications.
As you can see, I have a phone in my hands otherwise How could I write this publication it is taken only on the first day. In addition, you must sign your responsibility for it, because you need to understand that some people are in a very serious condition and can, for example, take it and leave it and break the floor or spoil it in some other way, and you need to understand that only you are responsible for your property. Because people in serious condition cannot be responsible for their behavior, but now I am already in a quieter room for me in a supervisory chamber where such a risk is minimal if some kind of nonsense I will inflict on my technique, then it will be me, for example, dropping it.
I want to once again ask you for forgiveness if at the moment everything is not clear in my texts I will be glad if you ask again controversial points in the comments because English is still not my native language. And now, under the influence of medications, it is doubly difficult for me to formulate a sentence However if you are interested in something please Ask I will try very hard to answer you and will gladly tell you what exactly is left behind the scenes.
Thank you for your time:)
See you in the next post!
Love, Inber
