what I was thinking at the time
My concentration is gone
My mind is drained with a world that constantly seeks to win my heart and mind,
It would be a selfish world with all its glamor,
Will the world always seduce,
Will the world slowly keep me away from my Rabb ..
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Prayer...
What should I think about during prayer?
What should I feel when I pray?
It was a tranquility I got
It should be a peace that I feel
It's supposed to be the only God I have
The only thing is God I have in mind
He should be everything at all times when I pray and not pray.
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But what really happened: '(
I'm still thinking about the world
Not infrequently neglect the afterlife even when I pray,
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How despicable is this self ..
When confronted with Him alone I still forget that I am facing Him ...
Droplets of tears flowing
Feel how bad this is
Feel how low faith in this soul
Over against Him I still forget Him ..
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Astaghfirulllahaladzim 馃槬
All this is so embarrassing
And for the umpteenth time, I feel so despicable
In sholatpun I forget rakaat my prayer ..
Again I feel to be a servant who does not know myself with all what God has given me ..
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I have forgotten the God that is before me ..
It's enough that I think so far,
Hopefully it will not happen again
For the umpteenth time ...
How can I forget God, while God is there in front of me: '(
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Astaghfirulllahaladzim ..
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