You said no one can, so you became one. What was it to be better for you? I hope you’re not getting the wrong idea. It will be a different story if you were. However, it should teach you what it’s really about.
At first, you thought you were better off without them because they can’t comprehend the things that you do and because you’re the only one who does them. No one knows what goes in on your mind.
You don’t trust anybody because you think they all lie. To you, no one tells the truth more than you do. It’s probably the reason why they don’t care much about you as well. Sometimes, you make me think of how far you can go living like this.
Are you drugged into perfection? I have thought of this as well. Probably, you’re not seeing the results you wanted so you resorted to being the best. Winning was everything to you, and because of it you have been losing everyone one by one.
How come this is all happening? You were the guy who always reminded everybody that “No man is an Island”. Has that guy lost his way? What are the reasons why?
Now you’re asking yourself, why did you have to go with something like this? It was beyond your imagination that things could be this hard and that you will suffer like this. You’re wondering what went wrong and were your strengths also your weaknesses?
You said you never wanted anything like this and that you wished for something different. You’re thinking whether you need to go back to how you were before, just someone who is part of everybody. You were found clueless but I think you should know the answer by now.
"It's not about being the best. It's about being better than you were yesterday." - Anon
Did the thought of being the best among the rest ever crossed your mind? What was it for you to be hailed the best?
