You’ve been doing everything you could to make things better and yet nothing is happening, it still remains the same. You can’t think of any strong solution because you seem to be failing over and over.
You’re wondering why can’t you make it the way you wanted it and whether everything was all a mistake? No one can blame you if it’s how you feel because no one knows what you’ve been going through.
As tough as you are, you wanted to do everything your way. You wanted to show that you can make something happen, that you’re not just all talk. All this time, you’ve been trying to prove it all.
They call you fearless but it’s not what you know who you are. To you, you’re just someone who is afraid of showing his weakness. You don’t want anybody to see you in a miserable state so you’ve chosen to hide away your fears.
You’ve learned everything you need to know and harnessed your skills to aid you whenever necessary, yet you still failed on your quest. It was the most horrifying dream you’ve ever had.
With all your strength, you muster every determination you could to keep you going and reach your goal. You don’t want to accept that this is all what you can do.
You wanted to reach it but you’re starting to think if it’s really the best for you. You’re thinking twice and you’re getting confused about everything. Suddenly you’re asking, “what if?”
"Sometimes life doesn't give you something you want, not because you don't deserve it, but because you deserve more." - Anon
Why do you think it’s hard for some to turn their dreams into reality? Do you think life only gives us what we deserve?
