I am not the social type of person.
I am introverted, overthinker with a touch of being an emotional person so I tend to not voice out my mind. I do have lot of stuffs going on in my mind but sharing it with others, it is just nerve wrecking 🥲.
I only use facebook for entertainment purposes. I don't share anything about myself in it. I just swipe through my feeds and be entertained by various videos that some of it were informational though a couple of it were for fun. I have my own space spending all my energy just by consuming their content without contributing any. I'm not really into sharing myself to the world, especially to the platform where most of the people know me (cause their judgement matter to me).
These are the thoughts that running on my mind when I am on the verge of posting my contents.
•What if someone complaint about my contents?
•What if I did something wrong, even just grammatical error in my captions?
•What if no one appreciate my post?
•What if my contents are not good enough?
And so on
Am I just being too dramatic about it that I have so many what ifs?
The reason? I am too afraid🙂.
•Too afraid of judgement
•Too afraid of criticism
•Too afraid to voice out
•Too afraid to make a change for myself
•Too afraid to leave my comfort zone
But now, I'm making a progress✨. The emotion of being afraid is still there but, I am now sharing all my thoughts to the world💖.
How?
Through Hive Community💞
I don't know that I can find comfort just by leaving my comfort zone. Ironic isn't it?😅. It's matter of finding the right platform or right world for you. The hive community gives me the feeling of being appreciated ang valued💓. Everytime someone liked and commented my post, it makes me so happy. My post even got curated by some of the good soul here💞. I won't mention them but they really makes me happy🤩. Also, I would like to thank the ever supportive people that have been continuously appreciating my post. Beside, I even won an OCD tote bag here on hive, how amazing it is?!🤗🥰
Most important, I've got the courage to say anything on my mind especially on times that I needed to share the overloaded piled thoughts in my head💓. I normally share some of my thought to my friends but I can't always expect them to have free time for me because I know that they have their own lives.
Hive made me realize that I do have lots of interest in life, that I have potential✨. I got to share here my love for music, photography, nature, foods and everything 😂. I always want to do the "vlogging" but the fate leads me to "blogging"🥰.
Cheers to this amazing platform and to all the communities in it🍻
Do you feel the same way? Share your thoughts!😁💖
(All the photos were captured using Redmi Note 9)
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