Before you skip into a new chapter in your life, take your time to read one's life recorded by his sight and touch.
Picture this, a child called you a kid despite you being older than her. Or not knowing or remembering your relatives and cousin's names in a family gathering. Or even telling the truth, only to be beaten and cursed by the one closest to you.
Sorrow, hate, regret, fear, these kinds of emotions grow in us. Then we end up becoming the embodiment of NEGATIVE.
There are the also their counterparts like happiness, love, free, bravery, they too exist in us. The POSITIVES.
Because we are human and because you are YOU.
But there is this one that is different from both. As idiotic as it sounds, I consider Embarrassment as a bridge and a point, leading to either points and to another new path to a different outcome.
Why? Because it is that feeling that makes you self-conscious about your worth. That's why you become stiff and emotional, to rectify mistakes and faults, to flee from pressure, etc. You can create any scenarios like this. Making a haste like, "Do anything you have to do to get out of here.", leading to clumsiness and more failure.
Are you convinced that embarrassment is bad?
Embarrassment prevents you from doing bad things but also the good. That's why I mentioned that it brings us to a point, from good and bad.
But that's not a bad thing. Besides, why not aim for BETTER. See, we forget to see a bigger picture, a better path, at least from our point of view we can see where we stand. This way helps us retain our composure to think better and wiser.
Whenever we come to this point we have to make a choise to be better. It is also a feeling you need to embrace because even in good times, the feeling of "butterflies inside your stomach" appears. Just like you become the center of attraction at a party.
Good or bad, these feeling burns deep into your memory, reminding you of the good old days, wishing to relive it.
To conclude, it always comes down to you on how you see it. you could always use this experience to save another who is stuck the same way you were back then. Because YOU ARE WISER as YOU GROW OLDER.
With this, you can end any story/ scenario how ever you want it.
A child calling you a child. I would laugh and say "Then you need to grow up faster." and laugh.
Forgotten all your relative's names. Then Apologise, admit and learn them. Pretty sure they were in the same case but who cares. They are family.
Beaten even after telling the truth. Well, you already did the right thing. Because they always come back to say Sorry.
And if you still have fear because of this, then here is my message to all who dose not have faith in themselves...
YOU ARE NOT A GOOD FOR NOTHING
YOU ARE BETTER AT SOMETHING
YOU ARE NOT USELESS
YOU ARE USED LESS
YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE TOO BIG OF A FUTURE TO HANDLE
YOU HAVE YOUR OWN FUTURE TO WRITE
Thank you for your time in getting to know a stranger.
