the thing about missing someone that they don’t tell you about is
that it never actually gets easier to miss them
the pain of it never really goes away
but you begin to repair your life around the void created
and things get in the way
distractions come into your life
but
the feelings will always be there
and maybe in some ways that is easier
and a lot of the time it may feel that way
but then you find yourself eating a delicious slice of pizza
and your mind wanders
and suddenly you’re thinking about them
and the reason why this pesto tomato basil and mozzarella is making you cry
is beyond you
because you thought you were past this feeling
but it’s never gone forever
and that’s why i wish i’d never pushed you away
-hopelessly, me
