Oh hey, congrats! It's never an easy thing, inviting a new habit into your life, though I imagine if you learned all those instruments previous, you might not find it so tricky.
I've heard some guitarists find it easier to improvise, as you seem to, than to follow a set learning structure, so definitely not worth forcing yourself to sit with an online lesson if you don't resonate with that style. Best of luck with the guitar, and who knows, maybe we even hear you playing on the blockchain some day, eh? :)