Oh my dear <3 I am so sorry this is happening to you, and I pray it comes out alright. I really do. You'll be in my thoughts, but I've interacted with you a bit and have watched you here on Hive where, I would say, one is quite genuine/open. You are strong and you are wise. You are indeed young, but wise beyond your years. You have the strength to handle anything that comes.

Please let me know if I can help in any way. <3

As for the life you've lived, it is your life. You built it and you built something beautiful, even if maybe it didn't always play out as you might've expected. You have much to be proud of <3